The stories and pictures of the little Black cat, no one carried about or wanted around, moving from place to place till she finds a home
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
trust is a hard thing, take the situation i’m in now, i want to hang out with a friend but i can’t BC i don’t trust anyone. that and i think i would feel or make things awkward and i wouldn’t mind hanging out with one other person but i feel from just talking to her that she would be a bitch and so i choose to not hang out with her. maybe i can set something up to where we meet in a mutual place like fairgrounds. but until then idk what i’m going to do about this terrible fear i have of trusting people. i feel they will hurt me in some way or the other or they will stab me in the back. and talk shit about me to their friends. and i get so worked up and paranoid that i stress myself out and cry. but don’t even get me started on that part; a million things about that person are going through my head and what i should say or how i should act around them, BC if i act myself i would act too weird or nerdy(in a bad way) or i might say something stupid or make things awkward. its nice to see that my bf has friends he can trust and go see almost every night and they wont fuck him over . and i wish i had that feeling of belonging or feeling of friendship that i once had. and lord/god knows i can’t go to my bf every time i have a problem and i can’t tell my mother anything anymore BC she will back stab me and go tell every detail to my father so idk what to do, i want to trust ppl but they are just too unpredictable and sketchy and i don’t know how i can not worry about anything and act normal and not make ppl like me but accept me and like me even though I’m the weird, quirky, short, emo/punk, girl who only wants friends and wants to be accepted and not put aside BC i’m not apart of the cool crowd or i’m just not cool enough to be around or hang with certain people or groups. if any one reads this and know what i’m going through tell me your story id like to know i’m not the only one who feel like this.
This is my first video in a weekly Monday series of me eating a spoonful of weird foods and to see my reaction.
Today I’m eating Chalula Hot Sauce.
Send me a comment of things to eat.
And I’ll talk to you all later
FYI next Sriracha Hot Sauce
*(this is not me this is a friend of mine, please check out his video and like, comment and subscribe to his channel, plz and thx)*
getting a 2nd job
seeing my boyfriend <3
no not really
This is me to a T =]
this is why you don’t scare a dog… or cat this will happen
(Source: annapolarbear)
wish i could get this tattoo